When I look in the mirror what I see is always different. In elementary school, I was bullied for my size and other things that were different about me. These words cut me deeply and left scars that I still face today. I've faced some body dysmorphia because of these scars. There are some days that I feel beautiful but others I want to hide. It's been very hard for me to believe that people find me beautiful. Sure my photography is but I choose to hide behind my camera to bring out the beauty in others. After working to better myself and actually taking care of my health, I sought to find my beauty through self-portraits. This series looks at my body dysmorphia through the use of water to distort my form.